Ughhh am exhausted. Nightly raiding & WoW-stuff has taken it's toll. Especially now that I no longer have the flexibility to sleep/wake any time I want. Perhaps I'm just getting old. No longer can I get away with merely 4-5hrs of sleep. Am getting almost 7 per day and it just seems insufficient. *sigh* If this continues, I might have to make the terrible decision of doing a /wowquit when I get a perm full-time job after I return from Greece (that is if the trip goes on as planned).
The Greece trip isn't helping either. This is the 1st time am doing something like this from scratch. I never travelled outta the country much to begin with, and the few times I did, I was either tagging along with someone else as a planner or went for a package thingy. This would be the 1st time I gotta do research on flight, transport, accomodation and even work out some form of a initerary. Blahhh ~ wish I can get more help with this though. Dun really have the time to do as much research as I'd like to. Work takes up the better part of the day, and when I get back, itz off to raiding till about 10:30pm. Then it'll be dailies till 11+, some clicking ard on Facebook, by then itz time for bed. The weekends aren't spared either. Ulduar 10-man is going on Fri and/or Sat nights.
Srsly, I think I spend too much time on WoW. Itz getting ridiculous. Have already forsaken my warrior, but looking @ the way things are going, I don't have time for anything else! I've got zlich social life, I barely go out anymore, I don't even have time for my Sims ffs! Gosh ~ tbh I wouldn't be WoWing that freaking much if it wasn't for Wormy.
In some weird way, this is feeling like the "Ben Incident" all over again. The feeling of having to do everything by myself. Perhaps thatz just the control freak in me taking over. Maybe I can't just delegate part of the 'work' to another person and trust that he/she will do it the way I want. Then again, maybe itz not me... considering that nothing is really being done to show for. Seems like just waiting for me to do it. There are deadlines to meet, like it or not. Flight tickets, accomodation... all that shit gotta be booked in advance. Am running outta time if the intention is to leave in Sept 2009. Blahh, at the pace things are progressing, I dun even think we'll be ready by Dec 2009 =.=
This is annoying. Really. The thought of the hours of sleep I gotta sacrifice to get things done. Arrrrgghhhh. I honestly wonder if itz gonna be worth all that trouble.
