Mild conjunctivitis. That's what the doctor diagnosed. According to the doc, it doesn't seem to be anything serious and that my corrected eyesight is still pretty fine. With the eye drops prescribed, it should clear up within a couple of days. I hope so. tbh I don't think my eyesight is pretty fine. I could barely see the alphabets on the chart earlier. Itz like look through frosted glass. *sigh* This sux. Really.

Guess I'll be stay off the contacts for the next few days. That sux too. I really detest wearing glasses. Vanity is one thing. Discomfort is another.

Mhmm seems like itz going to rain. Thatz a good thing. Weather has been shitty for the past few days - too warm, too humid. Been kinda hazy too. A temperature change would be nice.

I'm being pretty random now. I'm always random when I'm bothered. I'm bothered despite repeatedly telling myself that I shouldn't be. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't feel. I shouldn't give a damn!!! Arrgghhhhhhh

Let me try taking this D&D style...

You arrive at the mouth of a cave. It is pitch black. There is no way of telling what lies ahead. It could lead to treasure, riches beyond your dreams. It could lead to disaster, endless despair. It could even lead to... nothingness. Your wanderlust is urging you to take the risk, but a voice inside you tells you to halt.

As you hesitate, your restlessness draws you towards the entrance. You take a step forward. You stop. You look around you. You see nothing. You take another step and another and another... allowing yourself to be enveloped by the darkness of the cave.

You look back at the entrance. You can still see sunlight from where you came from. You look ahead of you. The cave seems to stretch on to forever. There is still no way of telling. You take a few minutes to contemplate the situation further. You can sense nothing. You take another step. The voice from earlier screams at you to turn back. You ignore it and continue walking.

As you walk, the light from the entrance starts to fade away. You know that very soon, you might not even be able to find the way back. You fumble around for your torch. It doesn't work for some reason. If you choose to proceed, you will have to do so in utter darkness with nothing more than faith as your armor.

You pause once again. You are suddenly afraid. You have once claimed, that nothing can hurt u in a way that u haven't been hurt before. You ask yourself - what's the worst that can happen? Wounds heal, don't they? You realise that you do not really wish to know the answer.

You start to wonder what exactly it is that you are searching for and you start to look back at all the times you have taken a wrong turn. The times when you have ignored the little voice inside and paid the price. The scars on your soul start to throb with a dull ache. The urge to run back out into the sunlight, into the boring but comfortable world you've always known is getting really strong now. Yet you feel rooted to the ground. A part of you wants to continue with this journey. A part of you clings on to hope that somehow this will lead to a different conclusion - a positive end.

Subconsciously you have taken a few steps further into the cave. When you look up again, you realise you can no longer see the entrance. Fear threatens to overwhelm you. You start to scream. No sound comes out. The voice inside you starts to fade away... you barely hear it now, but you know it's telling you that it still isn't too late to turn back.

However, you know that if you turn back u might be giving up on the possiblity that you might find what you have always been searching for at the end. You also know that if this journey ends in tragedy, you might never recover ever.

You are confused.

What would you do next?