The longer you hesitate, the more comfortable you feel. Your feet seem to have a mind on their own. Unknowingly, but slowly & gradually, you begin to venture into the cave. The darkness that envelops you begins to take on a new form. It is no longer threatening, but speaks of promises - promises of things to come.

You start to lose your sense of reality. The fading voice constantly nags at you, warning you. That you have been in such situations before. That the promises are nothing more than a facade. That they are no more than lies underneath. At that point of time, you don't care anymore. 'Cos those promises seem so sweet... they are the embodiment of the hope you have clutched on to.

You realize that you no longer have the desire or to wrench yourself away. You no longer have the courage to return to where you came from. All you can do is allow yourself to be led by the feet that are no longer under your control. You know that, right now, you can never go back. The line has been crossed and all you can do is continue walking forward.

Into the darkness...

Just finished watching a local movie - 12 Lotus. It's a heart tugging tale of a promising getai singer, Lian Hua. It's a typical tale of love and betrayal, reminding us of the fact that it's always the knife closest to you that inflicts the deepest cut.

Despite certain... disturbing scenes - u know, watching a fat lady wearing perky clothes prance around like a little girl, I would say that 12 Lotus is worth a watch. Not in the cinemas perhaps, but at least in the comfort of your own home.

Enjoyed it way more than 881 for sure - that one got a little exasperating as it drags on and the exaggeration of the battle between the durian & papaya sisters (what kinda lame-ass names are those in the 1st place) makes me really wanna roll my eyes. Blahh, I would have rolled my eyes if they weren't that sore =.=

Aside from the 2 mentioned above, I've also managed to watch another movie musical.

Repo! The Genetic Opera - based on a play, this is one hell of a movie! Haha yeah the storyline isn't much, but I loved the setting, the characters and of coz... the music. *nod nod* It's the type of music that definitely agrees with me. Rock/metal + opera. Mehhh really adore those kinda stuff. I wonder if I'm able to sit thru' an entire opera though. Haha ~ should give it a shot sometime.

Mhmm... anyway yeah ~ the story from before, continues. Guess only time will tell how it ends.