Bitch
Meredith Brooks

I hate the world today
Your so good to me, I know
But I cant change
Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe Im an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how youd be so confused
I dont envy you
Im a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

Just when you think you got me figured out
The seasons already changin
I think its cool you do whatcha do
And dont try to save me

Im a bitch
Im a tease
Im a goddess on my knees
When youre hurt
When you suffer
Im your angel undercover
Ive been numb
Im revived
Cant say Im not alive
You know I wouldnt want it any other way


Stumbled upon the song again while I was actually looking for Alanis Morisette's You Oughta Know on youtube. Been years since I heard it and it was really pleasant hearing it all over again. It really does describe women in general, doesn't it? How women can be a bitch one minute and a baby doll the next.

Haha... and yeah, guess I'm just the same - maybe worse when it comes to the extremes.

Mood swings are pretty uncontrollable at times. It's like I'll be feeling great, then something happens and I get into one of those destructive moods... then everything will be alright all over again. Am pretty thankful that I blog. It's one of my rant outlets I suppose. Talking to people doesn't always help. In fact, it can potentially make things worse - especially if the other party simply brushes your concerns away and think you're making a mountain outta a molehill.

One thing I wonder though. Is it possible to love and hate a person at the same time?