Read Malao's new blog, The Junkyard. Looking @ the songs listed under "songs that bring back good memories" really brought back memories. Some of those songs are songs that I've liked back then. How long was it ago? Definitely more than a decade it has been. Breakfast at Tiffany's (Deep Blue Something), Semi-Charmed Life (Third Eye Blind), Peaches (Presidents of the U.S.A.), Charmless Man (blur), One Headlight (Wallflowers)... manz I've really kinda forgotten about those songs & those bands already already. And yeah, more importantly, I've forgotten how Me was back then.

Music sure does have the ability to turn back the clock.

Am listening to those stuff on youtube and remembering how I used to watch those music countdown on tv back then, chatting with my 1st bf on the phone when I do it, obtaining stuff from Napster... much more. Yeah that was like way back in Sec 3-4 I reckon. The days of Alamak chat, study groups, ECAs, soccer-watching. omg. Itz really been that fcking long.

Thinking back, those were probably the happiest days of my life (childhood excluding - thatz just happiness due to innocence/ignorance). Though I wasn't really a popular kid in school & had few friends, I got by fine. Real fine, no sarcasm here. Even with those incredible mood swings that continued till today; the self-multilation that stopped eventually; the teenage angst that never faded... etc. Despite all that, I could actually smile w/o being sardonic. I could actually laugh w/o being cynical. These days I'm just so bitter, skeptical & "emo". Mehhh where did that person back then vanish to?

Don't think she'll ever return though.

Guess am gonna just listen to stuff till I sleep...